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. Tam cupped her tea in both hands and inhaled the steam as
she studied his face. She didn’t like to admit it to
herself, but it was taking more energy than she’d expected
to withstand the gale force of this man’s sex appeal.
Erin had not been kidding.
For some reason, Tam had been expecting, a generic, male
underwear model sort of good looks. Which was unfair. Erin
was married to Connor, after all, and even Tam could appreciate
his craggy, fierce good looks. Even in her most virulent,
man-repelled moods.
But still. She was utterly unprepared for . . . well, him.
Lethal. It was the first word that came to mind, even though
it embarrassed her. He was so solid, so hard looking. Dynamic,
and yet calm and focused. Nothing soft about him, except
for the gloss of that thick brush of black hair. She wanted
to touch it, just to see if it really was as soft as mink.
Gypsy dark eyes, inky brows and lashes. The planes and angles
of his face were starkly masculine, arrogantly sensual, but
that smile was pure temptation. She’d considered herself
impervious to men’s lures, so why was she marvelling
at the lines carved into his cheeks when he grinned, or that
blinding flash of teeth against his dark skin? Get a fucking
grip, Steele. This is unacceptable.
His face looked hard-used for a rich business consultant.
There were bumps on his slightly crooked nose, a white diagonal
scar sliced through one thick, slashing eyebrow, and subtler
scars that only a trained eye accustomed to evaluating the
effects of cosmetic surgery could catch. And the hands, of
course. He’d fought, in his life. Fought hard. Won,
more often than not, judging from his vibe.
And what a vibe. It blasted out of him, full force. It
was out of human range, a frequency that only a fucked-up
freakoid with a weird, checkered past like hers could perceive.
But so different from the danger waves that had throbbed
out of the sicko madmen she’d had the misfortune to
get close to before, like Novak, Georg, Drago Stengl. Their
vibration had been a miasma of rot that made her tissues
recoil.
Not so with Janos. In him, the danger was blended like
a cocktail with seductive, predatory male sexual energy that
assaulted her at every level. It silently said, beneath the
smooth veneer of perfect gentlemanly courtesy, that he wanted
to fuck her, left, right, up, down and sideways. And that
it would be well worth her while.
She didn’t doubt it. But she wasn’t going to
listen, not even with her nerves jangling, her skin prickling,
her heart thudding. Back off, boyo. This was business, and
that was how it was going to stay.
“You’re not what you try to appear,” she
said. “You are charming and flirtatious and inscrutable,
Mr. Janos, but tiny details betray you. Your hands should
be soft, from handling nothing heavier than a pen and a computer
mouse, but yours are scarred and callused. And your face.
Your nose has been broken. Several times it wasn’t
set. You can’t blame the martial arts club. If it happened
during sparring, why would a rich, image conscious businessman
neglect to get his nose set? Of course, he would not.”
“I did not see the point of—“
“So it happened when you were a boy,” she went
on smoothly. “No one set your nose then, either, which
implies poverty, neglect, or both. I’m thinking an
urban environment, judging from your basic vibe. And those
scars on your face, the tiny one above your lip, the one
cutting through your eyebrow, the one on your forehead that
you almost hide with your hair, it makes me wonder what other
scars you hide with the beautiful six thousand Euro suit
you’re wearing. You’ve had laser treatments,
dermabrasion, but the ghosts always remain.”
“I’m glad you like the suit,” he said
blandly.
“You’re no country boy,” she went on. “But
you’re not from Rome. You don’t have the accent
of the Roman periphery. Your Italian has a Roman cadence,
but to my ear, it is a studied one, not a native one. You
grew up somewhere else, speaking something else, and learned
your perfect Italian later. And you grew up rough. Very rough.”
He stared back at her, frozen into stillness. His eyes
were chips of black, opaque glass. “Go on,” he
said.
She set down the teacup, threaded her fingers together
and rode the swirling current deeper into wild speculation.
She felt like she was drifting on a boat into a night-dark
cave of mysteries, and only the currents of air, the echoes,
the flutter of distant bats’ wings could hint at its
true vastness. It was dangerous. And . . . exciting.
She pondered his stark face for a moment, and went on. “You
are a ladies’ man, and your charm is slick, practiced.
You are accustomed to controlling women with sex, but unlike
other men with that ability, your ego does not rest on it—although
your looks and your body would entitle you to—“
“Thank you,” he murmured.
“I am not complimenting you,” she said, her
voice impatient. “This is an analysis, Janos. Not flattery.
Not flirting.”
“Forgive me,” he said, after a brief, startled
pause.
She did not acknowledge his sarcasm. “Sex is a tool
for you,” she said. “But when a tactic of seduction
does not achieve its goal, you just change tactics without
getting your pride hurt and try again, and again, and again.
This suggests a lack of machismo not normal in a man from
any culture I know—particularly not one who professes
to have grown up in Italy. Italian men aren’t known
for their humility, or their self control. This coolness,
this calculation regarding sex is a trait I associate with
high end sex professionals.”
His gaze flickered.
She pounced. “Ah. I’ve hit a sore spot,” she
murmured. “Have you ever been a gigolo, Mr. Janos?
Do you have a more colorful past than you lead people to
believe? Some dirty, dangerous secrets of your own?”
He stared at her. His eyes burned.
“Tell me something, Janos,” she whispered. “Can
you make your cock hard on command?”
His mouth was a hard, flat line. “Yes,” he
said. “But in your vicinity, no effort is necessary.”
“What a lovely sentiment. Should I be gratified?”
“Reach under the table, and take the measure of your
future gratification right now,” he said.
“Oh, my.” She pretended to be scandalized. “The
veneer of the perfect gentleman is cracking.”
“You should not wonder at it, since you shattered
it yourself with an ice pick. See what lurks beneath the
veneer. Go on, feel it. It’s yours for the asking.
I do not think you will be disappointed.”
She stared at him, her heart pumping. The game had slipped
out of her control and taken on its own life. She realized
that she was tempted to do exactly as he invited. To grasp
his cock, test his heat, the hardness. Feel the vital energy
of him pulsing against her hand.
Currents of silent communication swirled between them,
dangerous eddys of challenge. She dragged herself back from
the brink.
“No,” she said. “I’m not finished
yet.”
“On the contrary, Ms. Steele. You are. The subject
is closed.” He rose to his feet. The hard tone of his
voice and the coiled tension in his body suggested that he
was reaching the end of his self control.
Good. Exactly where she wanted him. Adrenaline pumped through
her. She got up, and moved in behind him. “Everything
you told me is a lie,” she challenged him. “Capriccio
Consulting is a lie, your charm, your ego stroking offers.
I can’t see inside you, Janos. All I see are smoke
and mirrors. Which makes me think that perhaps there is no
one inside at all. Just a gutted, blackened hole. Which means
. . .”
She seized him from behind, pressing the tip of the tiny
dagger from the ruby studded horn necklace against the throbbing
pulse point in his throat in one swift lunge. “Who
the fuck are you, Janos?” she asked softly. “Who
sent you?”
His throat worked. “I will warn you only once,” he
forced out. “Release me. Now.”
“I’m warning you, too,” she said. “This
blade is coated with a poison that works with incredible
speed. If the dagger breaks the skin, within seconds your
convulsions will be so violent, they will probably snap your
spine.”
His larynx moved beneath the blade. “Cut me, then.”
That was so unexpected, her brain wouldn’t process
it for a second.
“Go on,” he prompted. “Why should I fear
death? I am a gutted, empty hole, no? Death holds no terrors
for me. So cut me.”
She opened her mouth, not sure of what she was going to
say, and in that moment of hesitation and doubt—
Holy . . . shit. The dagger flew, bounced. She was spun
and flipped. Pain flashed, white hot, through torqued tendons,
and oof, her breath was knocked out and her head hit the
floor, painfully hard.
She was flat on her back, staring up at the bottom of the
table, at the protruding carved leg of his overturned chair,
seeing stars.
Janos pinned her, blocking every point of leverage. Her
arms were stretched high, both wrists clamped in the manacle
of one of his enormous hands. His steely forearm pressed
her chin up and put intense pressure on her windpipe.
How . . . ? God, he was fast! No one had gotten the better
of her like that in years, not since she’d made it
her damn business to learn to fight like a hellion. She fought
the panic, the fury. “What happened to your death wish,
you lying snake bastard?”
His face was inches from hers, a taut mask of fury. “I
reconsidered it. I do not like a poisoned blade at my throat.”
His forearm lifted, enough to let a stream of air rush
through her bruised throat. It rasped, making her cough.
Their eyes were locked.
“Let me go,” she coughed out, without much
hope. “Get off me.”
“Ten seconds ago you were about to kill me. Why should
I?” he asked. “Do I look that stupid?”
She coughed again. “Who are you?”
“You are in no position to ask the questions. Enough
about me. Let’s talk about you. My turn, to analyze
your cringing inner self. Turnabout is fair play, no?”
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